Learn, and move on.

It’s always easier said than done, in my case. I don’t quickly move on with shit, most of the time. I think my pride and ego is always on the way. Like that shit gets me all the fvcking time. I don’t know what to do about it. Shits feeling pretty empty right now. All I need is a little ganjah right? Like fvck nigga, I’m so sick and tired of the same old shit. I need a gateway. I try my fvcking best all the time with everything, but it’s like 1 step forward 2 steps back. Lowkey, I feel alone as fvck. I admit, I always see other people doin’ better than me. And yeah I do get a little jealous, but shit you can’t help how you feel. I’ve been gassed up too many fvcking times, yet I’m too stubborn to know so. All I have are good intentions. I really think it’s time for something new. Whatever that’d be.